WORTH IT

I mean

am I not worth it?

Am I not worth

candlelit dinners

midnight drives

stargazing

laughing until our sides hurt

watching the same movie

for the sixth time

trying new things together

stay-cations

going on adventures with

picnics in the park 

chocolate covered strawberries and

quiet conversations?

Am I not worth

learning about

growing with

understanding

fighting for and

trying for?

Am I not worth loving?

I'm trying so hard

to believe that I am.

But you're making me feel like I'm not.