STUPID

Seriously?

What the fuck.

Like

Just

What

The

Fuck

After everything? 

I’ve forgiven you

So many times

When you didn’t deserve it

I’ve given you 

So many chances 

That you didn’t earn

I tried so hard

Even though

I was afraid that

I kind of knew that

This would happen

That you would just give up

But I still hoped

Because

I wanted to believe

In something

I wanted to believe 

In you

I still hoped

Even though

I should have learned by now

To stop hoping

That I would be enough

That I would be worth it 

To someone

To anyone

To you

I’m so fucking stupid.